I did carry him 9 months, nurture him since then.. But when he was born, he gave birth to a mom.. A mom who loses her self and yet brings it all together seeing his face.. A mom who gets the motivation to do a lot of things knowing she's an example to the little one that looks up to her.. A mom who has enough reasons to give up under pressure but doesn't since she's gotta be the strength to the little guy..
He's the corner stone of my life, the one that this new life is based on.. He's my safe haven when I'm low.. He's my inner child that forgets the worries and lives in the moment.. He is just a little tiny being with his innocent smiles and endless chatters that just gives me the reason to carry on.. He is the one that makes me have a smile every night I lay down to sleep..
He doesn't realize how much comfort his hug means to me..
He doesn't understand how destressing it is to cuddle him every night..
He doesn't realize how much my heart melts when he tells me "I love you hundreds thousands"..
He doesn't understand how much he means to me nor can my words ever express them enough!!
All I can say to him is "You mean the world to me, my love!"
He wouldn't even understand the depth of those words.. But he knows, I'll always have his back.. He will grow up to know I'm gonna be his strength, his guide, his friend, his mentor and the one that teaches him to survive this world.. Life isn't fair, we just gotta toughen up and face it; face it with confidence, live it with integrity, be open to an adventure and always be genuine and true!! These are my teachings for him and you!!!
They say that I gave him life, but they don't realize he gave me meaning for my life..
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