Guilt

He wronged me but I feel guilty..

He abused me but I hid..

He assaulted me but I covered my scars..

He publicly ruined my repute but I kept quiet..

How does the concept of guilt Work?? Why do I keep myself low when I've been on the receiving end?? Why do I feel ashamed to bring myself to face people whereas his social life has increased instead?? Why can't I convince myself to stand with my head held high?? Why does the broken marriage have to break my dignity??

I wonder how does guilt work.. And then I realize, I've got a sense of conscience which he doesn't.. If he would, he wouldn't do what he did!

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The best part of these last two weeks is that I've hardly stepped out of the room, forget stepping out of the house.. Hence I've been in comfortable clothes always.. But drawback is that the loose t's and tracks doesn't make you realize the chunks of fats growing under them!!

#Quarantine Thoughts