It’s been over 2 years I’ve been on the “dating apps” and now finally have given up!!
But I did meet a lot of variety of men out there!!
The man who said “you’re too good for me, I’m too broken to be with you”
The man who “wanna talk dirty??”
The man who “your place or mine??”
The man who wants to “get you drunk enough to take you home”
The man who said “you’re amazing but I am too busy to be there with you”
The man “I love you” but falters when their ex gets married..
The man “I’m XYZ but no, can’t share my phone number nor any real identity of mine”
The man “I’m married but my wife doesn’t need to know about this”
The man “I’m interested” but the wife calls up to say she’s sorry that her husband is a liar!!
The men who have ghosted me and maybe I ended up ghosting some too!!
And mainly, The man “I am separated” to “I love you and can’t wait to spend the next fifty years with you” to “I’m sorry but I have to go back to my wife and can’t be with you”
And now
The man “I wanna marry you immediately” but then I’m sorry because I’m too messed up for right now to be with anyone!!
How the tables have turned!! And yet, a desperate part of me still hopes to find my “crazy stupid love” and yet instead of finding “the one”, I find so many “ones”..
